You trusted me

I failed…

You loved me

I hated…


You gave me bliss.

it faded away…

Sunny morning kiss

all is now astray


I know what I did

bad and dark it was

forgiveness is a gift

for which I cannot ask.


What’s coming then?

Darker days and colder nights?

Loneliness without  a friend,

eternity with gruesome fights?


Whom shall I pray?

The One I failed?